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Loading ...It’s about time that I write a blog with a recreational purpose, it’s been a long time since I’ve done so. I’m also now sick of seeing that picture of me from October on the front page of my blog as well.
There’s been a lot I’ve neglected, but I can assure you that I have not been slacking in the least. You see, I’ve still been blogging on my alternative style/feminist website MistressRavine.com since the end of October. I got a media pass for Saboten-con 2009, shot hundreds of photos and some videos, and I posted about 6 separate articles covering different aspects of the convention. I tried to write them in a fairly professional manner, while still portraying it from a personal standpoint. If my site grows, as the webmaster I want to keep a relationship with the site users.
Life has been pretty stressful lately because our goals were doubled at work, so I have been busting my ass on that and then trying to retain enough energy on the evenings and in the weekends in order to get the articles done. I made sure to get about 1 article done a week, missing just about 2 weeks because of other obligations… So I really didn’t do so bad and I am proud of myself for working so hard to get things off the ground with the site. It’s definitely making slow progress, and although I wish I had more time to progress faster, I am thankful that there’s finally something happening at all.
It’s such a lift of a burden to have finally finished those articles. I do have many others in mind, a lot of things that I’ve become aware of in life that I’d like to share either on my personal site or on MR. I wish that my thoughts could be blogged so that I don’t miss chances to share things. I’ve kept a list of my goals inside the same file that I keep track of my money and it’s really helped me stay on track and complete my tasks. I’m really glad I did something like that, it’s an improvement. I still need to post the blog on the last The Cover Up show (which I think I plan to do next), add my Saboten-con photos to Flickr, send photos to Dom’s mami, add new photos to this site’s galleries, update the Hobbies to include info about the dance Dom & I have been learning, etc. No point in listing everything here, because I think it’s a good thing to always have something to do.
I wish I really was capable of doing EVERYTHING I want to do. I really don’t know how Amanda Palmer does it, she seems to have time for everything. Then again, she’s making a living off of art. I don’t know if I’ll ever have the balls to “jump off the cliff” as she’s put it, because I just don’t want to screw myself over.
I know that a lot of what I am saying is assuming people know what I’m talking about and a lot of it could be interpreted in a different way, but I really don’t care. I’m tired… interpret how you want, I just want to get things off my chest.
Urrggg Dominic is so distracting. Why is it that husbands make you wanna pull your hair out because they just wont give you the attention you need, and then the moment you’re independent and trying to work on something, they’re constantly trying to talk to you and stuff? It’s something I don’t want to deal with, having to find a way to nicely tell him that he’s being obnoxious… Why can’t we just be in synch?! I’d think he’d get the hint when I don’t respond to anything he says to him, but he just keeps talking… and then I feel like a jerk!
Oh god… now he’s playing the video game that annoys the hell out of me. I like the music, but then there’s like some guy in the music that’s all like, “Yo yeah what come on. Yeah what yeah yo. Come on. Yeah what yo yeah uh. Uh what yo yeah what what yo.” o.O SHUT UP!!!!
I need a vacation from life. I want pure pillowy comfort… no back pain, a clear mind, energy, breeze, beauty, pleasure….
Dominic stopped playing the game and says, “See? That’s not so bad.”… RIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIGHT.
I love my husband… he just drives me crazy sometimes. Sadly, that’s reality. Anyone who says otherwise is lying or naive.
Well… I don’t particularly feel better about anything at this point… besides maybe knowing that the old picture will be bumped down from the top of the blog home now… Part of me wants to go outside and take a walk, but I’m scared of our neighborhood. I try to be strong and prepare myself for defense, but it’d be nice to just have somewhere outside to walk that I actually feel safe in.
Sometimes I think it’d be better for me to live like a recluse, out in the country or mountains or something… but that wont work because there’s too many social things I want. I don’t want to live somewhere I wont have concerts either. Hmmm… having a “summer home” would be good for giving me both worlds. Haha, like that’ll ever happen though… yet I can’t help but dream.
Alright, this has been stupid… I’m out for now, and hopefully next time I blog my mind will be functioning more properly.
